Hey guys! :)
I doubt anyone will be reading my blog. So, why do I have to update? Hmm..It's okay. For the benefit of no one but just myself, I shall just update about my Sec 3 Life so far. Couldn't stop laughing when I realised that my last blog post was on 10th December 2011! That was like 6 months ago? Life has been so hard and busy that I couldn't find time for myself and to update my blog..
First and foremost, Sec 3 life has been really tough lately. With the responsibilities I am holding on to, and all the different challenges I had to face...It's never easy..But! I believe that with determination and effort, I would be able to overcome these challenges positively. Currently I am in Prefect Exco and I'm in the Administrative Committee..Well, my friends know I didn't want to be an exco at first. During LIA, I didn't even speak up much and even I do, it's because I was asked to. During the interview, I tried my best to give all the lousy answers to the teacher's questions...Still, I don't understand why I still end up in the Executive Committee Board. As for my CCA (Red Cross), I am the Vice-Chairperson (Admin). Hahas, do I really have that Admin/Office face on me? Still, I love the job and I promised myself that I would never give up.
Challenges. Different kind of challenges I had to face. Managing my responsibilities and my studies is not as easy as it seems. My grades are dropping and I'm really worried. I need to be more positive-thinking and overcome all these with determination and hardwork. I believe I CAN! :) I also had to face challenges with some people who are still not happy with me. Well, this kind of people, all I have to say is that they don't know how hard is it to be in my shoes. If I were them, I would rather choose to be a normal person and concentrate more in my studies. In life, I believe that no matter who you are, there are always people around you who will never be satisfied with you. It's just the matter of life. I always remind myself "It's mind over matter". If I don't mind, it doesn't matter.
Lately, I had been a totally different person. With my short-tempered attitude, I know my friends are fed-up with me. I just need time to overcome all these bullshits. I'm sorry my dear friends. But please forgive me. I promise that by the time the school reopens, I'll be back to a more cheerful and positive-thinking person. :)
Nobody will ever understand the problems I face. Even my religious class grades are dropping, I used to always get first in the level. But this year, I guess it'll be someone else's turn. Haiz..Why has life been so hard? Why? Why? Why?
Life is like a roller coaster. It's full of ups and downs. No matter what, I need and must persevere to succeed and aspire&achieve. Never give up and keep trying. My teachers, family and friends are always by my side to help me. And to my friends out there who are facing the same problems like me, C'mon people! Cheer up! Life has to go on! Let's live life and do all we can that will make ourselves and the people around us happy :)
I guess my blog post this time should end here. Well, no one will be reading my blog either. So, why bother right?
Goodbye everyone! Wait for my next update okay? :) Probably after my Phuket (Thailand) holiday! Love you guys! <3 yayy
Lot of love,
Siti Nurhayati


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