It's the thought that counts .

Hello! My name is Siti Nurhayati and I'm 15 years old :) Just an ordinary person with big dreams. Nothing is impossible as long as you believe in yourself. Born on 28 January, there's a great history on this date too if you know history well enough. I know I'm not perfect. At least, I know it's the real me. I can be nice and I can be cruel. Be prepared to get shocked by the negative side of me. So, better be safe than sorry. Don't test my patience. FYI: I'm a short-tempered person. Don't try me :)

Friday, October 7, 2011

It's the usual thing .

Life has been hard. Not only for me, I guess it's for everyone. It has been since a while since I last blogged. Wait, not "awhile". My last post was on June 5. Pathetic life I've got. I forgot all about my blogging. I don't know why. But these days some things motivated me to get my blog back to life ! But still, even if I do update things on the blog, who would even bother to read? I mean, those reading will only be those blogwalkers whom I've got no idea who they are. Well, who am I for them to care so much for right ? I understand. Maybe way better than anyone do. No one would understand me. Exactly, no one. Not even my parents. The closest person to me now is Ching Siew. People can call her kiasu, kanchiong, funny or whatsoever but she's an awesome friend, you see. She's one type of friend that I met this year. She's the kind who is honest, truthful (maybe at times she's too truthful) and innocent. All she thinks is study. She studies day and night and she dont' mind not having time for herself. i felt quite irritated at time. But it's okay,at least I do have a friend who is very hardworking. :D Like what I said, life has been hard for everyone. Students are currently busy with their examinations... BUSY LIKE HELL. Feel so tired. But it's alright. It will all be over this Thursday. No matter how hard things had been, I tried to keep myself awake and focus. To all my dear friends out there, let me tell you some thing. I've never regretted of having friends like you people. No matter how much you have hurt me, I've forgiven you long ago. #Things are getting better. My classmates are fine. I don't know why I'm saying this but I feel very comfortable with them now...Things are getting better because I learn to ignore. I learn to forgive and forget. I hope they will too, one day.. I hope it's not yet too late for me to say this since it's already OCTOBER. I know I'm not to be blamed fully. Life is so unfair. Life is so confusing. Life is so complicated. For every single thing you do, there are pros and cons. With this, how do you even find a solution to your problems? I wanna learn more about #humanpsychology.


Till then, as for now. It has been quite a wordy post. Let me end here....cause I know no one will be reading...

Signing off,
happygirl1997

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