Isolation

Maybe from today onwards, I shall isolate in my room and no get out unless I need the washroom. I shall really isolate. I mean, seriously !

Do I have a family ?

Fine. Now my thumbs are swollen. I banged the door hard of myself. Gets back to the question, Do I have a family ?

Goodbye Eoy :(

Happy or sad ? Hmm..Happy that End-Of-Year Examinations has ended but still sad... I hate goodbyes...Hahas ! Well, maybe it is a good time for me to catch up with my reading. Since the exams/before the exams, I had not been reading a lot due to f*cking busy schedule. So, now, since the weight on my shoulder is lighter, I shall start reading !! WOOO ! EOY 2011 if finally accomplished. I'm worried for the result though..This week has been a tiring week. So, I guess it's good for me to get some rest right ?

Unawesome

My mom is seriously unreasonable. Angry with my dad, with my bro, throw her tantrums on me. Mum, what do you think I am ? You "scold" me with hurtful words that you never know how much it has kills me deep inside. It had leave a scar that would never vanish. I'm a sensitive person. Do you even know that ? I bet you don't although you are sensitive with small little things. I've tried my best not to hurt you. I've kept all the anger deep in me. What else do you want? I HAVE ENOUGH.

It's the usual thing .

Life has been hard. Not only for me, I guess it's for everyone. It has been since a while since I last blogged. Wait, not "awhile". My last post was on June 5. Pathetic life I've got. I forgot all about my blogging. I don't know why. But these days some things motivated me to get my blog back to life ! But still, even if I do update things on the blog, who would even bother to read? I mean, those reading will only be those blogwalkers whom I've got no idea who they are. Well, who am I for them to care so much for right ? I understand. Maybe way better than anyone do. No one would understand me. Exactly, no one. Not even my parents. The closest person to me now is Ching Siew. People can call her kiasu, kanchiong, funny or whatsoever but she's an awesome friend, you see. She's one type of friend that I met this year. She's the kind who is honest, truthful (maybe at times she's too truthful) and innocent. All she thinks is study. She studies day and night and she dont' mind not having time for herself. i felt quite irritated at time. But it's okay,at least I do have a friend who is very hardworking. :D Like what I said, life has been hard for everyone. Students are currently busy with their examinations... BUSY LIKE HELL. Feel so tired. But it's alright. It will all be over this Thursday. No matter how hard things had been, I tried to keep myself awake and focus. To all my dear friends out there, let me tell you some thing. I've never regretted of having friends like you people. No matter how much you have hurt me, I've forgiven you long ago. #Things are getting better. My classmates are fine. I don't know why I'm saying this but I feel very comfortable with them now...Things are getting better because I learn to ignore. I learn to forgive and forget. I hope they will too, one day.. I hope it's not yet too late for me to say this since it's already OCTOBER. I know I'm not to be blamed fully. Life is so unfair. Life is so confusing. Life is so complicated. For every single thing you do, there are pros and cons. With this, how do you even find a solution to your problems? I wanna learn more about #humanpsychology.


Till then, as for now. It has been quite a wordy post. Let me end here....cause I know no one will be reading...

Signing off,
happygirl1997