Let's be more rebellious?

  I shouldn’t have been too kind. I should have been more rebellious. I should not always listen to others. I should not always try to solve other people’s problems when my own problem is never solved. Their problem is my problem, my problem is never their problem. I don’t want to cause problems. Yeah, everyone seems to think that I am a happy-go-lucky person. Actually, I am not that so happy. No one in this world lead a happy life. There will always be problems. Sometimes, they show it. Sometimes, they don’t. I am so-called a part time counsellor is it? If you have problems, solve it yourself. Be more responsible. You dare to do, you must also dare to face the music. I don’t wish to be a counsellor when I grow up. So, the question is, why should I even listen to all of you? The thing now is that I couldn’t afford to see my friends in problem. I tried to be friends with them. But is this what I got? Yeah, family also. They tell me their problem, I never tell them my problem. They thought that my problem is the problem that they knew only? What’s then inside me? If in this case, all human beings should not have heart. What you need is your MOUTH so that you can just keep on talking. In this case, it will still be wrong. Teacher’s would keep shouting “SHUT UP”. Why? Because their mouth also cannot close. Our mouth also cannot close. So, everyone keeps on talking and shouting. This will NEVER come to an end. So, what’s the best to do now? For myself, I mean. The answer is…..I DON’T KNOW. Visit the school counsellor? Ouh please..NO..Let me handle.....