It's the thought that counts .

Hello! My name is Siti Nurhayati and I'm 15 years old :) Just an ordinary person with big dreams. Nothing is impossible as long as you believe in yourself. Born on 28 January, there's a great history on this date too if you know history well enough. I know I'm not perfect. At least, I know it's the real me. I can be nice and I can be cruel. Be prepared to get shocked by the negative side of me. So, better be safe than sorry. Don't test my patience. FYI: I'm a short-tempered person. Don't try me :)

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Normal stuffs

Hello people ! Now, Lyo and Merly is gone :( Haha..i guess you know what I meant. YOG is finally over ! I really feel that Singapore had done a good job during this 1st Youth Olympic Games ! *Applause* Congrats Singapore ! Let's now move on to.....SCHOOL ! Well, school is fun, just like before. Just that there's too many tests in just one day/week ! I HATE. I mean, i really HATE it ! I would rather sit for common test than to sit for a class test almost every week. Well, it's the school decision. I'm just a student, so just OBEY. Another thing, teachers' day coming ! Wee ! I should really thank all my teachers, primary and secondary school for all that they've done to ensure we do well in everything we do. WE EVIGIANS, PLEDGE TO BE THINKING AND CARING PEOPLE, WITH RESPECT , INTEGRITY, COMMITMENT AND ENTERPRISE. WE ARE COMMITTED TO ASPIRE AND ACHIEVE AND BE THE BEST THAT WE CAN BE. Is that right? Well, I hope so..So, teachers, Happy Teachers' Day !!! :D But it's kinda sad because two wonderful teachers leaving..They are Mr Wilson and Mr Naz. I'm sad ...There's something that I think all of you don't know about me. I hate goodbyes ! I don't care how many days I've known you. Even if I meet you for only one day, I really don't want to say goodbye .......:( Nevermind teachers, we will all pray for your safety and success and after your NIE, we hope that you can come back to EVGSS ! :) Moving on to CCA, great ! Fun ! Funny ! This week's training some people cried. Nevermind. I guess it's normal to cry after watching that sad video. Some people don't cry, like me :) But when we talk to our friends, our voice is very deep and soft. Now, I've learnt a valuable lesson, to always be grateful for what we have before we lose it one day. So yeah, after that was all games and case study..Fun, but I was tired especially during the fasting month. Yeah, that's all..Oh ya ! I will be visiting a hospice on 8th Sept, two days before Hari Raya...So, my group and I, consisting of 4 members, are planning to do a dance. We have not confirmed with the dance. Hopefully tomorrow we can meet up :D Or maybe you girls can come to my house on Tuesday? Should be no prob :D That's all for now. I guess it's quite a long post. So, yeah. bye !

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Let's be more rebellious?


  I shouldn’t have been too kind. I should have been more rebellious. I should not always listen to others. I should not always try to solve other people’s problems when my own problem is never solved. Their problem is my problem, my problem is never their problem. I don’t want to cause problems. Yeah, everyone seems to think that I am a happy-go-lucky person. Actually, I am not that so happy. No one in this world lead a happy life. There will always be problems. Sometimes, they show it. Sometimes, they don’t. I am so-called a part time counsellor is it? If you have problems, solve it yourself. Be more responsible. You dare to do, you must also dare to face the music. I don’t wish to be a counsellor when I grow up. So, the question is, why should I even listen to all of you? The thing now is that I couldn’t afford to see my friends in problem. I tried to be friends with them. But is this what I got? Yeah, family also. They tell me their problem, I never tell them my problem. They thought that my problem is the problem that they knew only? What’s then inside me? If in this case, all human beings should not have heart. What you need is your MOUTH so that you can just keep on talking. In this case, it will still be wrong. Teacher’s would keep shouting “SHUT UP”. Why? Because their mouth also cannot close. Our mouth also cannot close. So, everyone keeps on talking and shouting. This will NEVER come to an end. So, what’s the best to do now? For myself, I mean. The answer is…..I DON’T KNOW. Visit the school counsellor? Ouh please..NO..Let me handle.....