It's the thought that counts ,: Should I?

It's the thought that counts .

Hello! My name is Siti Nurhayati and I'm 15 years old :) Just an ordinary person with big dreams. Nothing is impossible as long as you believe in yourself. Born on 28 January, there's a great history on this date too if you know history well enough. I know I'm not perfect. At least, I know it's the real me. I can be nice and I can be cruel. Be prepared to get shocked by the negative side of me. So, better be safe than sorry. Don't test my patience. FYI: I'm a short-tempered person. Don't try me :)

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Should I?

It's Sunday, 10th Jan 2010...18 more days to my birthday ! Oh man..Just forget about "that" day..I'm big enough ! You might be wondering what rubbish am I saying in my latest post. It's all about the stress / depression I am going through now...I have questions in my mind..My heart always say that I need to seek for help..Not from family, but friends..Why not family? They are useless ! I just say that bcoz I can't share anything with them ! Not even any happy news I have..They don't bother to listen ! Friends, I have alot..But I don't know yet who can I trust and depend on..IT'S REALLY DIFFICULT !!!! These are some of the questions in my mind :

Should I tell my friends?
Should I visit the school counsellor?
Should I be here at the first place?
Should I just leave my problems and concentrate on my studies and wait for the unsolved problems to hunt me back in the later days?

I have a lot of questions in my mind ! I just hate these ! Got to go..will continue soon..

It's the thought that counts ,