3 more days :))

Hey once again!

See larh, when I have the time and mood to blog, I'll keep blogging. However, when I don't...That's when you realise I didn't update for 6 months. Haha! Let me just share some things about Bintan! :D

Bintan has been a really fun and memorable learning experience for me. Even though I didn't take part in much activities due to my backbone problem, I could still learn and pick out a lot of learning points from this learning journey. Throughout the whole 4 days 3 nights, a lot of things happened. Funny, sad and even those pissing off ones. But still, it's an experience I would never forget. The memories, fun, laughter, tears shed and the people there will forever be etched in my mind. Not to forget, I do make a lot of new friends and learn more about my "old" friends! hahas :) I would strongly suggest and recommend the school to continue to hold such learning journeys for Uniformed Group members in the years to come! I hope my juniors will be able to learn and experience the same thing too!

Oh and yeah, the difference between Singapore and Bintan. There's seriously a lot of difference. The place, building, hygiene and the living conditions is totally different. Now, I learnt to appreciate the facilities and comfortable living conditions we have in Singapore. It makes me love and feel blessed to be living in a country like Singapore. Still, whatever it is, we must still accept and respect the culture and living conditions in Bintan :)

Dear Singaporeans, sometimes we just have to stop and think before we start to complain about the living conditions in Singapore. Just look at our neighbouring countries. They don't have the wealth and comfort that we are having now. We should all feel lucky and blessed to have such a comfortable living condition in Singapore. Please think and reflect.

That's all I have to share for now! Let me just post some photos here alright? :) <3

 

It wasn't as easy as I thought it will be.

Hey guys! :)

I doubt anyone will be reading my blog. So, why do I have to update? Hmm..It's okay. For the benefit of no one but just myself, I shall just update about my Sec 3 Life so far. Couldn't stop laughing when I realised that my last blog post was on 10th December 2011! That was like 6 months ago? Life has been so hard and busy that I couldn't find time for myself and to update my blog..

First and foremost, Sec 3 life has been really tough lately. With the responsibilities I am holding on to, and all the different challenges I had to face...It's never easy..But! I believe that with determination and effort, I would be able to overcome these challenges positively. Currently I am in Prefect Exco and I'm in the Administrative Committee..Well, my friends know I didn't want to be an exco at first. During LIA, I didn't even speak up much and even I do, it's because I was asked to. During the interview, I tried my best to give all the lousy answers to the teacher's questions...Still, I don't understand why I still end up in the Executive Committee Board. As for my CCA (Red Cross), I am the Vice-Chairperson (Admin). Hahas, do I really have that Admin/Office face on me? Still, I love the job and I promised myself that I would never give up.


Challenges. Different kind of challenges I had to face. Managing my responsibilities and my studies is not as easy as it seems. My grades are dropping and I'm really worried. I need to be more positive-thinking and overcome all these with determination and hardwork. I believe I CAN! :) I also had to face challenges with some people who are still not happy with me. Well, this kind of people, all I have to say is that they don't know how hard is it to be in my shoes. If I were them, I would rather choose to be a normal person and concentrate more in my studies. In life, I believe that no matter who you are, there are always people around you who will never be satisfied with you. It's just the matter of life. I always remind myself "It's mind over matter". If I don't mind, it doesn't matter.

Lately, I had been a totally different person. With my short-tempered attitude, I know my friends are fed-up with me. I just need time to overcome all these bullshits. I'm sorry my dear friends. But please forgive me. I promise that by the time the school reopens, I'll be back to a more cheerful and positive-thinking person. :)

Nobody will ever understand the problems I face. Even my religious class grades are dropping, I used to always get first in the level. But this year, I guess it'll be someone else's turn. Haiz..Why has life been so hard? Why? Why? Why?

Life is like a roller coaster. It's full of ups and downs. No matter what, I need and must persevere to succeed and aspire&achieve. Never give up and keep trying. My teachers, family and friends are always by my side to help me. And to my friends out there who are facing the same problems like me, C'mon people! Cheer up! Life has to go on! Let's live life and do all we can that will make ourselves and the people around us happy :)

I guess my blog post this time should end here. Well, no one will be reading my blog either. So, why bother right?

Goodbye everyone! Wait for my next update okay? :) Probably after my Phuket (Thailand) holiday! Love you guys! <3 yayy

Lot of love,

Siti Nurhayati

Well, if the word "QUIT" is so easy to be said by all of you, imagine how hard and painful is it for me to decide ?

Hi peeps ! Really disappointed with some people recently. Just for the past one month, I heard so many of the word "QUIT" being mentioned by some people. It really hurts a lot. Imagine this. You are the one going through the thick and thin and all the hardships. However, the people around you were "too worried" about you and they will easily say the word "QUIT". I mean, seriously ! They are not the one suffering, they are not the one enjoying. And now! They asking you to quit ?!?! It's more hurtful when those who said it were the people who were really close to you. Can all of you give me the support ? Friends are now like my family, and my family are now like my friends. I wonder why whenever someone asked me of my CCA and when I told them, they will go "huh!". For now, I am still lucky to have my batchmates and friends who will continue to support me.

One thing I know and I have to be sure of :
I must follow what my heart says, where my heart goes to. People will never understand you no matter how hard you try to explain to them. But whatever it is, I have to go and continue with what I want, what happiness means to me. I MUST STAY STRONG <3 HWAITING!

Friends are the family we choose for ourselves ! :D

Love this quote ! :) Do you know why my blog url is named as such ?....Because... I love to express myself with quotes. Find me weird ? Well, different people express themselves differently. Some makes the use of music while others uses drawing. To me, it's quotes quotes quotes !

Just another short update here. Hmm..So, last Saturday was the first UIP Contact Session. I swear I thought it'll be very scary and a great torture.. However, my thoughts were proved wrong when I find the programmes tolerable and fun ! So, now I know what UIP is all about. Basically, it is a programme to help Sec 2s like me to learn how to teach & inspire our juniors/cadets before we take over the unit next year. First, we started off with getting to know our group mates and group mentors. Then, we went through this confidence training where we are suppose to give a 2 minute talk based on the topic given. And, I was given "The Sun". It's seriously hard ! Then, we went to this classroom where the VIs thought us the uses of the lesson plan and how to make our own lesson plan....And I was given Large Arm Sling. Pretty easy since I was the facilitator in this Emergency Preparedness Programme in school last wednesday and I've observed and learned carefully how the Ma'am taught the P6 students ! Hehe..My lesson went smooth , "kinda" . Areas for improvement : must not be scared to walk around to assist the cadets. Alright, a lot of homework were given. I've completed most of them. Now, I have to practice practice practicee !!


That's all for now. Wait for my further updates k ?

Byebye ! ;D

Updates

Hi people ! Gonna be super busy during this holiday ! Having 3 camps : Annual Camp, UIP Camp and RCYC Camp. Still, it's alright since I love camps ;D heheh...Suppose to write about UIP 1st Contact Session now but I don't know why I feel so lazy..So, just posting pictures here to get the blog updated for now kays ?

 That's all for now. Good nights ! :D

Isolation

Maybe from today onwards, I shall isolate in my room and no get out unless I need the washroom. I shall really isolate. I mean, seriously !

Do I have a family ?

Fine. Now my thumbs are swollen. I banged the door hard of myself. Gets back to the question, Do I have a family ?